[mrs]

I see others post mushy stuff about their other half on their blog.
I want to do it too. hehehehhhh.
I am not bragging or anything, but can u really compare your relationship to mine and fadli's?
Well maybe that is because u don't even know I have a blog. ( actually, I am not picking out a particular person to pick on, it is just hmmmmm )

So here goes my mushy dushy super slushy post concerning my boyfriend.
Oh, after the four years that we are together, shouldn't we be referred to as husband and wife?
okay yes, back to my story.

I love you dearest husband, for being there for me throughout this whole relationship.
You are the best that I had and will only have,
cos I would not be so dumb to let you go.
We have been through many obstacles that others may thought to be impossible.
I learned so much from you and I learnt to grow up when I am with you.

I wanna love you forever, I wanna marry you and have your children (insyallah).
I wanna keep taking care of you cos that is what I should do.
I wanna thank you for being my listening year, for being my advisor, my bestest best friend, my slack partner, my boyfriend, my husband, my everything.
Thank you dearest for tolerating my every childish behaviour, my incessant laughter, my grumpy and pms moments, my rash decisions etc.
Thank you for being my knight (er.. or should I say gladiator) in shining armour!

You always make me feel special with those little things that you do.
Your comments make me laugh and cry, but it made me love you more.
You have grown to be a handsome lad, capable of doing things that was unheard of 4 years ago.
I hope you have grown to love me more everyday.

Yes, it is tough when we do not see each other. We fight, we argue, but everything gets better once we get to see, hold, smell, hear, taste each other.
I love it when you put your arms around me.
I love it when we just do it in the heat of the moment.
I love our reckless intimate moments.
I love the romantic slow love that we show each other.

Only you will understand me. Only you will be my soulmate. Only you are allowed in my heart.
Well, actually you are a part of my heart. I LOVE YOU.
and I am not saying these words the way youngsters are doing so nowadays.
I know the meaning of love. ( I think I do )
but really, I am seriously in love with you Mohd Fadli.

And you know what? It sucks not being able to see you. It sucks when we argue. It sucks when I don't hear your voice or get the nice feeling when you text me. It sucks okay. but I still love you.